Omg. Someone shoot me in the head. I dont know why i keep eating so much this few days. I feel hungry damn fast too. Ughh ! I`m gonna be so fat all over again =(

Anyways, went out with sarah and steph ytd. Headed to town and bought lotsa clothes. Total damage was around $100++. Actually, the clothes i bought only made up one set. Haha. Okay, Nvmmm ! :D Anyways, can you people give me comments on this dress ? As in, do i look wierd in white ? Hahs. Is the dress nice? ;x



My bday is coming in 2 days. Sighh. I dread it. Its gonna be the suckiest bday in my whole entire life. YOU said you were gonna spend all the christmas-es, new years and your bdays and my bdays tgt with me. We only celebrated tgt twice.. Hais. Forget it. Stupid birthday. Celebrate for what? Also one year closer to coffin nia. Ughhs !

Boy,
I miss you so much. The best present i could ever have this year would be you. Wouldnt u fufil my wish? Sighh. Up till now, i dont understand what happened to you that night, and whats up with you now. You are seriously toying with my mind arent you? Reverse physcology? Hahs. Tell me baby, what is it that you want from me? To stay or to go? Dont contridict what you want me to do with the actions you show me. If what you want is for me to forget you and leave, i would. Seeing you happy is the only thing i ask for, no matter how much hurts and pain it would bring me. I wanna bring you to cathy to eat ben and jerry`s ! We havent ate our vermonster, rmb? I wanna bring you to 'Spaggedies'. Arghs. Sooooo many things i wanna do but yet do not have the chance. Ohh, and can i ask a favour from you? Pls dont use whatever we use to say to each other in the past, or whatever we`ve done tgt in the past with HER ? Ughs. 2 more days.. just 2 more days for you to make up your mind. The answer that you have would decide the mood i would have on my bday.

Dont you wanna be the guy that puts this smile on my face ? Cause i hope that it would be you.